Monday, June 11, 2007

Lucky 100th!

Just listening to the GAIA Symphony CD. I think it is a Japanese produced CD, but has dolphin and whale sounds as well as classical piano music. Quite interesting and soothing. Just good for relaxing to on a Monday night. Realised that this is my 100th entry in my blog. Must keep it up. Will inform you again when I get to 150! Seems a long way off yet.....!

Now into my 8th day of the detox and feeling pretty good actually. Went to yoga twice in the weekend and starting to feel like things are getting together again and getting a routine organised. Yoga sure is a great way to feel good about yourself and the world that we are in. Even getting a couple of people interestedd in it at work (including a guy!) so that's nice. Seems that there would be more guys interested in going to yoga and these sorts of things after work, but it's just that they have to stay at work (obviously working!) till late, so they never have any time to actually do anything in particular after work. My heart really feels for them.

Planning to get my fan in my apartment revamped (well replaced), and the landlord is giving me some grief about it. How can a clean fan stop the smells coming through into my room without a vent?! Have had numerous phone calls trying to sort this out with her, but seems that she can't work out. Long story, anyway, wish me luck in trying to convince her to replace the twenty or so year old fan...

Kenta is better, Bella may have passed away or is with another family?.... My heart goes to all those out there that have lost a loved one (or pet) and has never been able to find the corpse. Let's just hope that they didn't suffer too much...

Prayer to the world and it's suffering
me

Saturday, June 02, 2007

warmer days

Just realised this is my 99th entry into my blog. Should be trying to add more entries in it, however, time these days hasn't allowed it...or more to the point, my blog has become a lower priority due increased work responsibilities and enjoying life not behind the PC. It's amazing how much one spends time behind the PC and how much we rely on it now compared to ten or fifiteen years ago. I remember the days where I would go and check my mail once a week, and that was it. The only mail I had on my phone was a text based style which would allow up to 25 letters/characters. Ahh, they were the days, where phones were still used as phones and people weren't using their phones as books or PC's. I saw on the news this morning that the teenagers are now using their phones as reading material (i.e. reading a novel), since they don't want to carry around a book, but always carry their phones around. This is great for increasing their reading, however, what will it do for their eyes.... looks like the market for glasses and contact lenses will be increasing....

Work has been interesting and feeling my value with helping out in a major crisis. Even stayed at work till 9.30! (I'm usually out of the office by 5.30 most days!) Prefer to not spend more than 8 hours in the office, mainly due to the atmoshphere of fluroscent lights, bad air conditioning and air, and just generally need to get out and get some fresh air and enjoy life. Too many people are staying in the office till 9 most nights! I sometimes wonder if this is what I really want to do. I think I have a plan in my head that will more or less get sorted out soon, but just wondering which path to take and what to study. The IT world is interesting, but can see that I am not that passionate about it, or if I am, things hold me back (i.e not being a fully fledged employee etc...) The company's culture seems to hold a lot of people back and the way people manage others. I am always surprised at how some of the technology is advanced, yet, when it comes down to basic management skills, they are often lacking and disencouraging.
I guess once the rose-coloured glasses have come off, one gets to see the real world and the cracks that shine through them. That is how I feel about work at the moment. I am thankful and appreciate my job and new responsibilites, but there are some things that have taken me by surprise.

What else have I been up to these days... Swimming, some yoga, sorting through books (about 150 of them!) A good friend left Japan and asked if I wanted any books... Well, I guess I went a bit overboard. Now have to find some good homes for them, not to mention a decent sized bookshelf to home them in my home!

Consider the moment and accept.
Me